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Showing posts with label GOD. Show all posts
Showing posts with label GOD. Show all posts

17 November 2010

Repent That I May Heal You

"The invitation to repent is rarely a voice of chastisement but rather a loving appeal to turn around and to “re-turn” toward God. It is the beckoning of a loving Father and His Only Begotten Son to be more than we are, to reach up to a higher way of life, to change, and to feel the happiness of keeping the commandments. Being disciples of Christ, we rejoice in the blessing of repenting and the joy of being forgiven. They become part of us, shaping the way we think and feel."
--Neil L. Andersen, "Repent That I May Heal You’", Ensign, Nov 2009, 40–43

28 October 2010

Seeking to Know God, Our Heavenly Father, and His Son, Jesus Christ

"Without God, life would end at the grave and our mortal experiences would have no purpose. Growth and progress would be temporary, accomplishment without value, challenges without meaning. There would be no ultimate right and wrong and no moral responsibility to care for one another as fellow children of God. Indeed, without God, there would be no mortal or eternal life."
--Robert D. Hales, "“Seeking to Know God, Our Heavenly Father, and His Son, Jesus Christ", Ensign, Nov 2009, 29–32

23 October 2010

Opportunity for Change in Marriage

Being married creates the opportunity for change. When you're married, you find out how much you need to improve yourself. It is prideful & selfish for anyone to get married & think they don't need to change in any way. Each of us needs to change in many ways, some more than others, but God will start with the one who is willing. And the good news is, this is where His blessings will be directed first. -S Omartian

14 August 2010

Glory of God

The heavens declare the glory of a God, and the firmament showeth His handiwork; and a moment's reflection is sufficient to teach every man of common intelligence, that all these are not the mere productions of chance, nor could they be supported by any power less than an Almighty hand; and He that can mark the power of Omnipotence, inscribed upon the heavens, can also see God's own handwriting in the sacred volume. -- Joseph Smith, The Prophet

12 February 2010

My Sister in Haiti

I have never been to Haiti myself, but I have felt such a connection with the Haitians through my sister who has been going there for years with Healing Hands for Haiti. In light of recent catastrophic events, she was requested by Operation Smile to go with their medical team to Haiti for a couple of weeks. I found out last night that she has a blog of her and the teams' journey with the Haitian people. It is inspirational as the people there have such amazing attitudes towards all they have been through, and have such a strong relationship with God in their lives - what great testimonies and examples they are to the world. At the same time, it is heart breaking and I have been overwhelmed with emotion through the news reports, what my sister has shared, and just an overall proud feeling of what my sister is doing to offer her help --  you will need a box of tissues when you read her blog. I am so happy that she is able to go there and help these good people, I wish I could be a nurse right now to be able to help as she is, as she states that they need more nurses.
Please read her blog and share with others! Thank you!

Cathie in Haiti

20 December 2009

Follow the Path of Joy by H. Wallance Goddard

Follow the Path of Joy by H. Wallace Goddard
LDS Social Services Seminar, 24 April 1993, Atlanta

"I had gone to scout camp every summer for several years. But one year was different from others. On the first day of camp a distinct impression came to me: "Your little sister has been bitten by a rattlesnake." Rattlesnakes were not uncommon around our mountain home and Lorene played outside often. I fretted: "Shall I ask my scoutmaster to hike out of our mountain retreat and rive me home? What can I do for Lorene? Will she die?" I was miserable. The camp lasted 5 days. Ever day I worried. Every day I wondered if I should ask to be taken home. It seemed like an eternity... but finally the week ended. As we drove up to the house my heart was pounding... There was Lorene in the front yard riding her trike. No one had seen a snake all week.

What had happened? Why had I been so sure and so wrong? The answer is simple (though I didn't think of it for 20 years): the devil. Misery is his specialty. And lies are his tools. He especially loves "low-grade" misery such as I experienced at scout camp: I had no peace as I worried and fretted all week but I was not so miserable that I got help such as wise counsel from a scoutmaster. I was trapped in my misery.

I witnessed an example of low-grade misery in a recent temple recommend interview. The good brother who had come to me for a recommend confessed that he did not feel worthy of a recommend. I asked him the reasons. Well, he still feels tempted and just doesn't feel that he is doing everything he can. Any sins or misdeeds? No. Just don't feel worthy. Reading the scriptures, attending meetings, wanting to be acceptable to God? Yes. And he began to weep. We talked about the voice of God. If there are things amiss in his life God will be glad to direct him in helpful, specific ways. He will invite him to repent and have joy. But God does not nag, chide, badger, bedevil, heckle, henpeck, plague, or scold. He invites, entices, encourages, teaches, guides, and loves. His feeling of unworthiness was probably a message from the devil, not Father. Father will give him support and guidance in repentance. Satan sends discouragement. Messages from Satan do no deserve our attention.

Sometimes we assume that the devil's objective is to get us to sin. But The Book of Mormon tells us that his objective is to make us miserable. Getting us to sin is one way he can accomplish that living, no hope in Christ, no faith in redemption, no love for others. In fact, it must be fiendishly delightful to him when he can get us working hard to be good while feeling miserable that we are not better. We don't have to sin to be miserable. We only have to believe Satan's lies.

Anytime the message we feel is disabling guilt, we may know that the message is not coming from Father. Even the godly sorrow associated with sin has a sweetness that accompanies broken-heartedness. We feel miserable that we would offend our dearest friend; but we feel the warmth of His infinite love. We feel hope. We feel in invitation to be clean. We feel welcomed. Even after committing sin, God greets the penitent as He did the prodigal son, with open arms and the royal robe.

The devil deals in all forms of misery including anxiety, guilt, doubt, hate and fear. A good friend was visiting in our home, expressing her feelings and asking for advice. "I'm so concerned. I have a nagging worry that our little boy is going to fall in the canal and drown. I worry about it all the time... We need to move to another neighborhood."

"By their fruits ye shall know them." The friend's anxiety is a good example of that nagging, disabling feeling that comes from Satan. It is possible that the family should move to get away from the canal. But instruction from God will come with sweetness and guidance. If her son fall sin the canal, she may receive specific instruction to take specific action. But God does not nag. Anxiety is disabling. It is not from God. When the devil can get us feeling both disturbed and helpless at the same time, he is fiendishly pleased.

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," (Galatians 5:22)

The devil uses not only emotions that are clearly negative, such as anxiety, but also emotions that we may mistake as useful, necessary, or from God. Built provides a good case in point. Guilt comes from the devil. Godly sorrow comes from Father. They may seem very similar. But the difference between them is the difference between their sources. The devil wants us to be discouraged, to give up, to hate ourselves, even to be absorbed in our badness. The Lord wants us to recognize that we are unable to be saved and cleansed without His help. As Moses said: "I am nothing, which thing I had never known." Mosiah talks of our nothingness, worthless and fallen state. But the Lord would have us use this awareness to realize our dependence upon God, to call upon His power, and to come to "the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ." He is fully able to cleanse, strengthen, purify, and perfect us. If the feeling we have about our sins causes us to give up, it is from Satan. If the feeling causes us to call upon Father in earnest humility, it is from God.

Doubt is another of the devil's tools. Nathaniel Hawthorne said of one of his friends: "He can neither believe, nor be comfortable in his unbelief." Just as the devil would have it. Neither enjoying the joy that the Lord offers nor feeling good about rejecting it. "Damned if the does and damned if he doesn't."

Think about times that you have felt doubt. Maybe you have read an anti-Mormon diatribes and wondered, "Are we mistaken? Are our beliefs as foolish as they make them seem?" I think the important questions is: If we were mistaken, would God ridicule us? No. God would lead us to greater truth. Doubt is not one of his derision and scorn. Doubt is a clear sign of his work. The devil would have us jettison the many witnesses and abundant joy we have experienced just because someone can parody our belief. He knows that double is easier than faith. He doesn't have anything better to offer. He only gives gnawing, miserable skepticism. But Father's messages of joy should be our guide. He testifies of abundant truth.

Satan also loves anger. He wants us to believe that our feelings of anger are justified. "I was angry because of what my neighbor did. After all, he needed to know that what he did was wrong. So I got angry and told him off." The implications is tat the neighbor will be better off for our anger, and that we are justified (even righteous) if we call them to repentance.

When the Lord said "Judgment is mine," I think He was saing that only one who knows everything and loves perfectly can be trust with judgment. Mortals ought to be very content to work with mercy. Many eyars ago it became clear to me that I do not have the right to try to correct anyone I do not love. If I am feeling indignant, angry, or antagonistic, I am unable to help.

Anger comes from the devil. We should ask the Lord for charity to replace judgment, anger, meanness and hate with loving, forgiving, understanding, and helping.

One of the most poignant examples of the principle of joy came in an experience with a beloved friend who shared with me his difficutly in making a career decision. He worried that he was not in tune with the spirit. He felt that the Lord would not guide him because he had disappointed the Lord many times over the previous 20 years. As he tried to make this major decision he doubted his own ability to get inspiration. He feared that he would make a bad decision and ruin his family and professional life. He asked my advice. Two suggestions came to mind:

1, CAST OUT ALL EVIL. Recognize that uncertainty, misery, and doubt (especially self-doubt) are from the devil. Cast them out.

2. FOLLOW THE PATH OF JOY. Take time for peaceful meditation. Consider the career options. Then, without defenses, excuses and worries, sense which course brings the greater joy. Don't let your worries block what your should can say to you. Your soul knows what is right for you.

The Lord said: "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and yea shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." (Matt. 11:28-30)

The Lord's use of a yoke must have been a very fitting metaphor for a chosen people that were chafing in submission to a gentile nation. The Lord does not promise that there will be no labor in pulling the load. But if I were called upon to pull a lad and if I were yoked side by side with my beloved Savior, no lad would be too great. I would be pleased to be yoked with Him.

Moroni says "All things which are good cometh of Christ." (Moroni 7:24) All things. If it is not good (purposeful, useful, joyous), it is not from Him.

The name "Satan" means "accuser" (Strong's Exhaustive Concordance of the Bible). He has been called the accuser, slanderer, spoiler, and enemy. [See Bible Dictionary "Devil"]

The Savior poignantly describes His relationship with us in Doctrine and Covenants 45:3-5. It is very different from that of the "Accuser." Picture the scene He describes as He escorts us to the judgment bar.
Listen to him who is the advocate with the Father, who is pleading your cause before him--
Saying: Father, behold the sufferings and death of him who did not sin, in whom thou wast well pleased; behold the blood of the Son which was shed, the blood of him whom thou gavest that thyself might be gloried;
Wherefore, Father, spare these my brethren that believe on my name, that they may come unto me and have everlasting life.
Jesus brings us to the judgment bar to plead our case, offering his suffering in paying for our sins. It is a sad perverion of His love that we often think of Jesus as an accuser rather than our advocate! He is the Prince of Peace. Not contention. He sends peace within people so that there may be peace between people. He is in the business of Joy.

George Q. Cannon has said:
Whenever darkness fills our minds, we may know that we are not possessed of the Spirit of God, and we must get rid of it. When we are filled with the Spirit of God we are filled with joy, with peace and with happiness no matter what our circumstances may be; for it is a spirit of cheerfulness and of happiness... Gospel Truth, p.17

May the Lord bless us to recognize His loving voice. And to follow it on the Path to Eternal Joy."

11 November 2009

Peace Offering --- Accepted

On November 9th, I shared some thoughts on "Taking the Higher Road" -- you may want to read this, so you understand what I am talking about here.

It's been three days after my peace offering to our neighbors, and today I got a knock on our door. It was the neighbor who I quarreled with, she had a plate of rice krispie treats, and this is what she said to me "This is my peace offering with you. We won't knock on your door anymore, we understand, as we also have kids. And we'll take care of the bikes. We want to not have contention between us either. We understand."

I can honestly say I was surprised. But through this experience, I have gained a testimony that when we follow in the footsteps of the teachings Jesus, the outcome in some way will be a good one. The response from our neighbor shows that she was touched by my act of kindness to her. She didn't have to make a plate of rice krispie treats, and take the courage to knock on our door, apologize and hand them to me, but she did. The outcome could have been good in so many different ways, the very fact that I had a spiritual renewal was a blessing. I always think about how we might plant seeds in people's lives. You can't choose the outcome, but you can plant the seed and they can choose to make that seed blossom now or in the future. The important part, is that you took the step, you took the higher road, you planted the seed. God is watching over us, and I know that He is pleased with us when we make good choices. It truly is simple, sometimes it feels hard, but it is simple. I am grateful for this experience, and I am grateful for the opportunity of planting a seed that blossomed. I would encourage you, if you're frustrated with someone, or something – take the higher road and you will be blessed for your efforts.

09 November 2009

Taking the Higher Road

In the last several months we have been frustrated with some bad neighbors. We currently live in the top unit of a condo, and the neighbors below us, who are renting from the owners recently moved in, about 4 months ago. Wow, it seems like a lot longer than that. Anyway, there has been one issue after another with them. It all started on the day they moved in. First it was smoking on the balcony, which is against the covenants here, as well as a city law. I went outside and politely let him know that it was against the covenants. He apologized and said he did not know. Within a couple of weeks they left their kids' toys and bikes out where it was a hazard - at the bottom of the stairs, in the breezeways, etc. Of note, there is a regulation regarding this as it is against the Disabilities Act. The second issue is, is that I was not seeing them at the bottom of the stairway and tripping on them with my infant in my arms. I really did not want to have anything broken, nor did I want my child to be hurt from a potential fall. And this is where it all started. I gave them a simple note, letting them be aware of the regulation and also mentioning my tripping on them. How I wish they could have just said "sorry, we'll take care of the problem" and leave it there. Not more than 5 minutes had passed and I got a fist hammering on my door. I honestly should not have opened it, yes, in hindsight, I should not have at all. The man yelled at me for the letter. He was angry, because I believe he felt he was being singled out in the letter, though all the other neighbors here already know the CC&Rs to the condo community. He also could not believe that in the 3 weeks time that they had lived there that I could have tripped on any of their bikes or toys. I so wanted to walk him outside and show him, but I knew that he knew better, he just didn't want to take responsibility and he tried to put the blame on my shoulders. I would have been fine with the last of that, but ever since then, we have gotten hammering knocks from these neighbors almost daily telling us that our kids are being too loud, jumping too much, or their crying is bothering them etc. We teach our children to have soft feet, to respect those that live around us, and they do. However, there will be times that they will have some noisy play, not throughout the day of course, but it would be unrealistic to keep them quiet 100% of the time. These are daily living noises. We are not loud during the city noise ordinances, unless of course, one of them is crying for one reason or another - but that is part of having children. There are other issues that are excessive noise issues from their unit, but we have not complained to them, although after the hours, have been tempted to call the police. The issues are ones that have affected our entire condo building, as well as other issues that I will not discuss here that have affected others in our condo community as well.

My frustrations levels went through the roof, and it was affecting how I felt, my overall feeling about how life currently felt, how I was as a wife and a mother, and probably a friend too.

Over a period of time, I started to be more aware of God reaching out to me during this frustration, and trying to help me take the "higher road." I will be perfectly honest in saying that I was feeling like I was not about to take the higher road because I was angry with them, because I was sick and tired of what we were dealing with on a daily basis, because I just didn't at the time feel it was in me to do it, I just didn't want to.

But, I noticed that my patience levels on a daily basis was dwindling into nothing. I noticed that I felt like a dark cloud every day followed me where ever I went. I was starting to more and more look at the negative vs. the many positive things in my life. I was being dragged down into a hole that I knew if I didn't do something about it soon, I would maybe be hiding in there for some time.

One of my favorite quotes, and I'm not sure who it is by is that when we listen and then follow God, we will always be right. How comforting that is to me. We can't go wrong.

I talked to my friend on my On Wings of Faith group and they encouraged me to take this step. I was totally feeling out of my comfort zone, but I don't think it really was out of my comfort zone, but that Satan simply did not want me to climb into the hole that I had chosen to get myself in. The moment I decided to take the higher road with these neighbors, is when I could literally feel my spirit lift to heights I hadn't been at in awhile. Like a spiritual bandaid. I knew that what I was doing was right. A member on On Wings of Faith (Melissa) told me that I could not choose how they responded, but that I would be blessed. All of the members on On Wings of Faith encouraged me to do this, and that God would make note of my efforts to make some peace.

So, I made some chocolate chip oatmeal cookies and also wrote a little note. In this note, I explained where we were coming from, where our frustrations stemmed from. I also apologized for a bit of an argument I got in with one of the neighbors. And I asked them if there was a better time for my children to have their louder playtime during the day. I have not yet heard back from them. But, it is much better than the almost daily hammering of our door for noises that are daily living noises. We'll see what comes of this. For now, however, my spirit has been renewed, a breath of fresh air has made life more sweet and less bitter.

26 September 2009

A Musical Savant Shows Talent

I saw this on one of my friend's wall off Facebook. This is an amazing teenager, who has conquered so much. If you haven't seen this, I highly recommend it. It is absolutely inspirational. It just goes to show you that even when the odds are perhaps against us, God has a hand in every person's life. Every one of us, no matter what our challenges are, we have talents to share with those around us. Talents that change people's lives in so many ways. Very touching.

18 August 2009

Lost Five Days in a Mine

I received this in my email today from a friend. It is very inspiring and a good reminder that when we have faith in God in our difficult circumstances, He will come through for us. And sometimes within our own difficult times, comes strength for not only you, but others around you.

Meridian Magazine

Lost Five Days in a Mine
By Maurine Proctor
Everyone had given up on ten-year-old Josh Dennis, missing for five days, except one man.
It was already dark when Josh Dennis's scout troop had finished setting up camp and were squeezing their way in small laughing groups into the Hidden Treasure Mine in Utah's Oquirrh Mountains in that September, 1989. The mine was a chaotic labyrinth of shafts, chutes, pockets and tunnels on six different levels that wound some eight miles into the mountain. Since the scouts had been armed with safety rules and flashlights, the adventure loomed not as dangerous, but enticing, a scout's dream come true.
An engaging and tow-headed ten-year-old, Josh was still a Blazer and technically too young for the camping trip, but with his scoutmaster Dad,Terry and three other boys, he trekked down the long, black mine shaft where the flashlight beams played off the rough walls and the chatter and hooting of other scouts echoed. Then, Danny, a visually-impaired scout, who was disoriented by the long shadows and dark corners could go no farther. "I'll take you out," Terry volunteered. "Do you want to come with us, Josh?" Josh hesitated only a moment before he shook his head, saying he'd go ahead with Cary and Tyler.

Josh turned to tag along behind the other scouts, who, not realizing he was planning to follow, had moved fast. They were already a long way ahead, threading their way deeper into the mine without him, their voices growing dimmer. Turning back, Josh saw that his father, who had taken the flashlight, was already out of sight with Danny. Josh focused his eyes on the scouts' flashlights ahead, and hurried to catch up. He thought if he moved quickly enough, he'd be with them soon. However, in an instant they turned a corner, and their light disappeared, leaving him utterly alone in the blackness.

He started back toward the entrance again, blindly groping his way down what he was sure was the tunnel. Without any light he was immediately disoriented. The farther he went, the more confused he became, and he stopped for a few minutes until it fully hit him. He was lost and he was worried, though not panicked. At that instant, he knew by instinct what to do. "Dear Heavenly Father," he prayed. "Please help me to be all right."

Josh continued feeling along the wall, yet he didn't seem to be coming any closer to the mine entrance. No distant light offered any hope. Several times he stumbled against broken planks, and he sloshed through unseen puddles that froze his feet in the chilly air. He covered a distance and still no hint of the mine entrance. Finally, he took a turn that lead him up a slope. How steep it was he couldn't tell, but at last he settled on a ledge to wait for help, certain now that he couldn't find his way out alone. Josh hunched down against the cold wall and prayed again, a little boy's whispered words in a silent cave, "Help me."

Lost
Nobody seemed to know where Josh Dennis was. When Cary and Tyler emerged from the mine, he wasn't with them, and Terry, growing more anxious with every passing moment, started asking every cluster of scouts that emerged from the cave, "Have you seen Josh?"
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They said he wasn't in the mine; they said he wasn't in camp. Everyone was questioned and faces were blank. Terry was sure Josh was still in the mine somewhere, and so the scout leaders, some of them expert rappelers, went back into the mine searching pockets and crannies, dropping ropes down chutes and climbing down to check every forgotten hole. Josh, who apparently hadn't gone that far into the mine, now seemed somehow to have vanished.
By two thirty a.m., the Tooele County sheriff had been notified and some search and rescue were on site. By morning, 40 people were searching for Josh, questioning and questioning again everyone there. "Who last saw Josh?" It was all to no avail. Terry hoped Josh would be found before he had to notify his wife, Janeen, but as the desperate hours passed with no sign of Josh, it was clear she had to be told.

Telling Mom

It was late Saturday afternoon and Janeen Dennis, having run some errands, was just pulling into her driveway when a neighbor came up to her and asked, "Have the police gotten in contact with you yet? Have you heard? Josh is lost." The police and neighbors had been looking for her all over West Valley City, paging her at superstores, calling the malls. Now she was here, but nobody had details. As two of her friends drove with her west to Tooele County, the phrase kept drumming in her head, "Josh is lost. Josh is lost." As they got closer to the mine, a helicopter flew overhead and Janeen thought, Maybe they've found him already and he was being taken to the hospital.
As Janeen arrived at camp, however, the enormous gravity of the situation became clear. She saw her husband, Terry, who normally never cried. He was sobbing.
John Skinner
Long-time Tooele County resident and history buff, John Skinner, heard about the little boy that was lost in the Hidden Treasure Mine Saturday evening when he arrived back in town from Montana. Since John's grandfather had been the superintendent of the mine, and he had grown up exploring its hidden recesses, somebody at the sheriff's office thought he might have a map. He reported to the sheriff's office immediately volunteering his help, but a deputy said a map had been found, and everything was under control.
"Have you found him?" John asked. They hadn't, and he wondered how things could be possibly under control. How is it that they couldn't need his help? He decided to go up to the mine and see for himself, but only made it up to Stockton where the road was blocked. No, they didn't care how well he knew the mine, he wasn't needed there.
By Sunday, the entire nation knew about the ten-year-old lost in a mine in Tooele, Utah, and the news reports were grim. Not a trace of the boy could be found. Many were becoming sure he wasn't in the mine, but had wandered off somewhere into the gulches and draws of the surrounding mountains. Gas stations and convenience stores sprouted signs, "We love you, Josh." The Dennis home and yard was covered with yellow ribbons. Dogs had been brought to the mine to sniff out the youngster, and people everywhere wished their imaginations didn't travel so vividly to a black hole where a terrified little boy lay thirsty, freezing, and starving.
In priesthood that Sunday morning, John Skinner was praying for Josh, and something kept telling him that he had to get up there, that he had a key to finding the boy. He took a drive one more time to Stockton and one more time was stopped. If nobody needed John Skinner up by the mine, why did he feel so urgently that they did?
The Search Falters
Each hour that passed lessened Josh's chances of being found alive, and Janeen and Terry knew agony. During the day Janeen could keep her composure, but she lay awake crying all night. Terry, unable to eat, was growing weak. An idea kept impressing itself upon Janeen, so much so she started asking members of the rescue team about it. "Josh has gone up. He's up somewhere. Could he have crawled up something? Could he have hiked up a hill?"
Another thought returned again and again. On the way up to the mine, her neighbor, whose own daughter had been in a devastating car accident, had said, "Remember when you can't carry this burden anymore, ask the Lord to carry it for you." Staggering under the load of grief, Janeen was having to learn what that meant.
Turned Away
As Sunday turned into Monday, whenever John Skinner had a moment, he prayed for Josh, and the news media reported that few people still assumed that Josh could be in the mine. Searchers had combed every inch of it, their ribbons strung back and forth in multiple colors marking the places probed. Nothing. Today the search was opened for volunteers from the community to comb the surrounding hillsides. The numbers swelled, and Janeen Dennis' eyes anxiously scanned the hillsides looking for a flash of blue that could have been Josh's coat. But John Skinner, still pushed with the sense that he could find the boy, was not allowed near the mine. Having been turned away twice on the Stockton side of the mountain, he hatched an idea. He decided to go up the mountain on the Ophir side on a different unguarded road, and then go into the old Buckhorn mine which he knew connected with the Hidden Treasure.
Once in the Buckhorn, it took him hours to wind his way through the nooks and crannies of the abandoned mine. When he got to the place where the two holes joined, fallen timbers and rocks made it too dangerous to cross. He was foiled again.
As John came down the mountain on Monday night, he stopped for a soda. On a napkin, he drew a picture of the mine for a waitress and pointed out the place the thought Joshua Dennis was lost. She asked what scores of his friends had asked, "You've got so much knowledge; why don't they let you help them?"
John couldn't rest. He prayed, and he felt all but compelled to try again. On Tuesday, he finally made it up to the camp, and it was his worst encounter yet. "I know this area. I know the mine," he pled with authorities. "If you don't leave now, we'll escort you out," a deputy told him.
That night the newspaper read "Hope Fading Fast for Local Boy Lost Four Days," and Janeen and Terry, with hearts sinking, began to plan Josh's funeral. Some were saying that shortly the entrance to the mine should be blasted shut so that nobody could ever be lost in there again, It was a bad night for John Skinner, as a discouraging cloud sunk over his spirit. He kept praying about it, and three areas of the mine kept coming to his mind. When the television reporters said that authorities were becoming certain that Josh Dennis must have left the mine and gotten lost or met with foul play, John shook his head. He can't have gotten out of that mine with no lights. He's got to be in there. Maybe if he'd been less aggressive about it, they would have let him help. But now his involvement seemed hopeless.

Don't Give Up

John hardly slept that Tuesday night, tossing and turning and praying. When he awoke on Wednesday morning, he had an entirely new feeling. He was going to go up there, no matter what, and find Josh. As his wife later said, "Wild horses wouldn't have stopped him."
Wednesday was the last day of the search. A Utah Power and Light team from Carbon County, with high-powered, sophisticated experience in mine rescue, had been called onto the scene on Tuesday, and still the ten-year old had not shown up. Team member Ray Guyman had vowed, "If that boy is in there, we'll find him." Now, even his determination was waning as their repeated searches turned up nothing.
The UP&L team was standing by a truck, scanning a map of the mine. when John Skinner approached them, "Have you looked in the resolute stope?"
"You sound like you know this mine," one said.
"I do. My grandfather used to be the superintendent here."
"We've needed you. Where have you been? Would you mind coming in with us for one last sweep p before the rescue efforts wind down?"

The Search

It was 2:00 in the afternoon when Janeen, Terry, and their bishop and his wife knelt around the bed in the hotel room pleading through tears with God for Josh's life. Janeen said, "It was a prayer with real intent. and you could feel that it connected." At that same hour, John Skinner finally got into the mine, and while some who followed scoffed and went off different directions, Ray Guyman and Gary Christensen followed John.
They went to the first of the three places that John had been impressed to look. Nothing. They went to the second place. Nothing again. As they went to the third spot in the mine, they were talking and calling, "Josh, Josh," and suddenly Ray Guyman, who was deaf in one ear said, "Shh. Did you hear that?" They became still and listened. A faint cry came, "Help."
Different colored ribbons hung everywhere, showing that the area had been checked and rechecked by scores of people. How could the little boy have been missed? But the cry came again: "Help."
Cold chills went down John's back. He'd always known it. The boy was alive. For five days and nights he had held on. Neither terror, nor dehydration, nor hunger had taken him. Josh had seen their light and was able to answer. They climbed up a thirty degree angle, and Gary Christensen was the first to get him, a little boy sitting on a ledge with ruffled hair and a dirty face.
He had sunken eyes from dehydration and rocks in his hands because in his dreams he was eating a hamburger and drinking Sprite, but no sight could have looked better to three rescuers than Josh Dennis. "We'll take you out to your Mom and Dad,"
“Only my Dad's here, not my Mom. She's back home," he said, in a sentence whose meaning they would only later come to understand.
Found
Josh emerged from the mine to television cameras rolling, cheers, and weeping. By this time, the lost scout. who had seemingly vanished without a trace, had become a focus of the nation, and his rescue was a felt miracle by millions.
Janeen and Terry were resting in their motel room, when a knock came at the door. "Josh is alive. He's been found." She just looked toward the heavens and wept, "Thank you." They arrived at the hospital before their son, and one of Janeen's first views was of the blue coat she had strained to see on the mountain while searching for Josh. It was Josh, pale and tired, his toes frostbitten, and in that moment of exhilaration, Janeen thought, "He's so dirty."
Terry, who in his grief and stress had hardly eaten in five days, collapsed, and they put him on a gurney, too. Josh looked toward him and with the earnestness of a ten-year-old asked, "Oh, were you lost, too?"

Answered Prayers

Amidst the hubbub of greetings that surrounded Josh, he beckoned to Janeen and whispered, "Mom." She leaned over, and he whispered something that he never again would remember or repeat, "There were angels with me."
Headlines everywhere announced that Josh had been found and that he had prayed for help. Readers imagined the trauma of a helpless child at last coming to a happy end, but only his closest family and friends would ever know the rest of the story. He later described how he felt after his first prayer, "I knew that my Heavenly Father would protect me, no matter what. I didn't panic. I didn't feel like my life was in danger. I was calm and I never doubted."
For Josh it had been like floating in a bubble of protection. He had gone to sleep shortly after he had been lost, and awakened only once in awhile, when he heard a distant sound or felt uncomfortable. He hardly felt hungry or thirsty, and even though at the hospital they thought they might have to amputate his frostbitten toes, he hadn't felt cold. Nothing about the experience was traumatic for him. "It seemed to me like I had been lost only a few hours, when suddenly I saw a light in the distance and heard someone calling my name," he said.
The reason he was surprised to hear that both of his parents were outside, worried about him, was because he assumed it was still Friday, or maybe Saturday at mos t. "It's not Saturday, Josh. It's Wednesday," a rescue worker told him.
Josh Dennis had more than overcome the odds against death by exposure or dehydration, he had seen a miracle. And in God's masterful economy, his remarkable experience answered the needs of many others. Ben Lemon, an off-duty policeman, who had scoured the mountain searching, prayed his heart out for Josh, and vowed, "If this boy is found, I will change my life and go back to church." He did and years later told Josh, "It's because of you I have my two beautiful daughters." The new bishopric in Josh's ward had been seeking in prayer the solution to how to unify the ward. Josh's experience bonded his ward like few other things could have.
Janeen Dennis had been praying for challenges to help her grow, and she came to understand dependence on the Lord like she had never before experienced. John Skinner had wondered if he knew and understood when the Spirit spoke to him.
After his days of quiet urging to go find Josh, when nobody thought they needed him, he would not need to wonder that again.
Mission Farewell
Exactly nine years to the day since he emerged alive from the mine, Joshua Dennis sat on the stand at church at his mission farewell prior to his departure to Honduras. When Elder John Madsen of the First Quorum of Seventy arose to speak, the same faithful Josh who had so courageously endured five days in a mine, understood his experience in a new way.
"What does it mean to search?" Elder Madsen asked. "There's someone in this is audience who knows, and his name is John Skinner, because over and over again he was moved to try and get into that mine, and he was thwarted at every turn, but he could not be restrained.
"I believe it is our responsibility to search, to do whatever it takes and never give up. If we search the holy scriptures, we find out they are true. If we search the commandments, we find their promises will be fulfilled. As Joshua goes on his mission to Honduras, he will search, and he will not quit searching for those who sit in darkness and are waiting to be found and brought into the light.
"Josh will do whatever it takes to be a rescuer and bring souls to the one who truly rescues. Jesus Christ. The greatest rescue of all time was performed by the son of God who gave His body and His blood that all mankind might be redeemed."
At Thanksgiving, while Josh was still in the MTV, he wrote John Skinner a letter. "I've been pondering in my mind all day," said Josh, "the things that I'm thankful for, and the list never ends. I thought of you when I read this scripture in Mosiah 7:12, 'I am very thankful before God this day that I am yet alive, and am permitted to speak and I will endeavor to speak with boldness.' P.S.," Josh ended the letter, "I'm glad you know what it means to search."

17 August 2009

Is Your Hut Burning?

The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him, and every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from the elements, and to store his few possessions. But then one day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened; everything was lost. He was stunned with grief and anger.”God, how could you do this to me!” he cried.

Early the next day, however, he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him. “How did you know I was here?” asked the weary man of his rescuers. “We saw your smoke signal, “ they replied.

It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad. But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain and suffering. Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground --- it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God.

For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves.
God has a positive answer for it:

You say: “It's impossible” God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: “I'm too tired” God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: “Nobody really loves me” God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 13:34)
You say: “I can't go on” God says: My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalms 91:15)
You say: “I can't figure things out” God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: “I can't do it” God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: “I'm not able” God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: “It's not worth it” God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)
You say: “I can't forgive myself” God says: I FORGIVE YOU
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: “I can't manage” God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: “I'm afraid” God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: “I'm always worried & frustrated” God says: Cast all your cares on ME
(1 Peter 5:7)
You say: “I don't have enough faith” God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
You say: “I'm not smart enough” God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: “I feel all alone” God says: I will never leave you or forsake you
(Hebrews 13:5)

21 July 2009

PUT YOUR TRUST IN GOD

A friend of mine sent to this to me in my email... something we may all need to hear/see from time to time. If you're struggling with something in your life - perhaps you could print this and stick it on your wall or fridge for a reminder...

It isn't as bad ad you somethings think it is.
It all works out. Don't worry.

I say that to myself every morning. It will work out.
Put your trust in God and move forward with faith and confidence in the future.
The Lord will not forsake us. He will not forsake us.
If we put our trust in Him, if we pray to Him,
if we live worthy of His blessings, He will hear our prayers.

By President Gordon B. Hinckley
From the funeral program for Marjorie Pay Hinckley, April 10 2004

12 July 2009

Distractions

A couple Sunday's ago, in Relief Society, there was a sister who taught a lesson that really touched my heart. It was something I obviously needed a reminder of, or a new perspective, or perhaps just a kick in the pants.

I have recently been struggling with a lot and all at once, which doesn't help the glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel. Her lesson, along with other moments that I know Heavenly Father had a hand in to help me move forward again has really got me pondering on a daily basis more-so than I already do.

For awhile, I have not felt like I could see that guiding light at the end of the tunnel. Only I realized that the light has always been there, I just wasn't doing ALL my part to see it. I have been distracted from these overwhelming feelings, frustration, sadness, depression even that I have failed to do ALL my part to be able to let God touch my life, for me to be able to see that light at the end of my tunnel. It never goes out, distractions just started to creep in to the point I just didn't know which way I was going.

What are some things that mean the most to you? Or who even means the most to you? Have you let these distractions take place of your duty, your loyalty, your moments to cherish, your moments for growth in your life? Do you have anger holding your anchor down? Let it go. Move forward. Distractions take away from what is SO important.

Prayer. This is another one that keeps popping up for me. And although we pray as a family every night, and I try and be diligent to do my own personal prayers each night - I do lack at times and I know when I need to be doing better. Having that conversation with Heavenly Father every night goes a long way. The light is strong at the end of the tunnel when I am, the way is made clear, and my heart isn't feeling as troubled. I always keep a prayer in my heart, which helps me so much, but I need more personal one-on-one focused conversation time with Heavenly Father. What a difference that would make. What an opportunity for growth.

You know, I often think about all the resources that have been given to us - spiritual resources - that we often times fail to accomplish. These resources are always there, they are easy to do, they give great opportunities in so many areas of life. Why the procrastination on doing some of it - natural, as we are not perfect of course, but wow - the antidote is always in front of us for happiness, for letting grudges or anger go, for a wholesome, good life --- it is so easy, yet sometimes so hard. Life is hard, I won't deny it - I have had my many days throughout that have been hell and back - but life is worth living, life is worth growing and in God's infinite wisdom He gives us these trials to give us the choice to choose to grow from. God is good in all that He does for me, for everyone.

Every day now, I always think of the lesson in Relief Society about what my distractions would be in my life, what do I need to do to get rid of them and focus on what will not only help my growth in my life, but for my children, for my husband, family, and friends. What is it that I can I let go of today that is stopping me from being my best? What do I need to do to improve spiritually, so I can also improve emotionally, and then physically? What is it? I think as long as I am aware, and doing my best, everything will turn out for the best in the end. To me, the journey is worth it when I am always aware of what I need to work on, so that it not only helps me to grow, but so I can in turn help my children grow and nurture our marriage.

17 May 2009

Quotes from Facing the Giant

"Your actions will always follow your beliefs."

"
Coach: I prayed so hard, but I still can’t seem to win.
Mr. Bridges: I heard of a story of two farmers praying to God for rain to come. Both prayed but only one prepared the land. Who do you think trusted God more to send the rain?"

This so relates to me in so many ways right now. I have the know-how to have God send me the rain, I just haven't done my part, I have not prepared my fields the proper way. And so, I am dedicating myself to do just that - I need God to send me rain and I certainly cannot expect him to do it when I'm almost doing my part, it just means that He can only "almost" send me blessings. What a great eye opener!

"Never give up. Never back down. Never lose faith."

Grant Taylor: I want God to bless this team so much people will talk about what He did. But it means we gotta give Him our best in every area. And if we win, we praise Him. And if we lose, we praise Him. Either way we honor Him with our actions and our attitudes. So I'm askin' you... What are you living for? I resolve to give God everything I've got, then I'll leave the results up to Him. I want to know if you'll join me.

Grant Taylor: With God, nothing is impossible.
--Facing the Giants

Think about, REALLY THINK ABOUT what this means. What does this mean to you? I think it is natural for us to lean towards the world, towards man to increase our capacity in all our areas of life - when God has placed before us numerous resources to get through everything and anything we may be going through. It should be natural for us to lean towards God, lean towards Jesus and His teachings. This is the good news.

I often think about something one of our former home teachers expressed one night. The scriptures talk much about faith, and many people from the scriptures had a pure faith that literally made the scripture For with God nothing shall be impossible come to pass. Where is our faith? What do we need to do to work on our faith and make that scripture come to pass in our own lives. What do we need to do to strengthen our testimony?

One of my favorite books is Believing Christ by Stephen E. Robinson. Many of us believe IN Christ, but do you BELIEVE CHRIST? Do you believe his teachings and the powerful affect that it can have upon your life?

12 May 2009

Doing Our Part

You know, everyone is at different points in their life - but the movie I mentioned earlier in another post (Facing the Giant) will either get you moving in the right direction or continue your endeavors in the right direction. It was just a great reminder in the midst of our trials, that God is good, that we need to praise him no matter what, and He will come through for us!

Which reminds me of something someone commented on in Sunday School this past Sunday. I liked what he said. He said that if we do our part, we will be blessed. This is God's promise to us, if we do our part, we will be blessed. He was specifically talking about tithing this time, but it really goes for anything --- if we "almost" pay our tithing, we "almost" get blessed. If we almost do our part, we almost get blessed. Those blessings are ours, and God is so ready to give them to us, but we must do our part! Another comment from a mother said that her 7 yr old asked one day about what they'd do as a family if they became poor. Her mother's reply was that she wasn't worried about that, because as long as they were paying their tithing the Lord would bless them, they would get through just fine. What is interesting is that she wanted to pay more in her weekly tithing than is required of us, her thinking in this is that if she did more than her part, she would be doubly blessed. What a great lesson to us from a child! I think often times we become the student and our children become the teacher. They have some amazing thoughts to share with us, such strength in their testimonies that are starting to grow.

09 May 2009

Facing the Giants

Wow! We just watched an incredibly moving movie - Facing the Giants. What an amazing film! It was very touching, and this movie couldn't have come at a more perfect time in our life as well! It just emphasizes my absolute favorite scripture, that I need to work on using more in my own life -- For with God nothing shall be impossible. - Luke 1:37


23 April 2009

He Loves Us

I am not perfect. I have weaknesses. I try and make my weaknesses become strong. I have made mistakes, some the same more than once. And it has been at those times that I have felt [even though, I know that my Heavenly Father has forgiven me], that perhaps my quota has been up on saying "I'm sorry." I know that the atonement doesn't work that way. I know that I am harder on myself than others are, and sometimes it is harder to forgive yourself than it is for our Father in Heaven to forgive us of our shortcomings.

I also think about the comparison of as a parent we know what is best for our children, and sometimes our children don't understand why they need to go to bed at a certain hour. They may resist, they may do everything they can under the sun to delay because for them, they are just not ready to go to sleep. As a parent, we love our children and we know they need sleep to be at their best emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Sometimes, our children don't know understand why we do what we do, but it is for the good. God or Heavenly Father does the same for us, His children ~ sometimes we may not understand the trials we face, but we do because He knows us better and He loves us and He knows what we need to become our best.

This quote came to me from LDS Nuggets.com today ~ to me, it relates to the above thoughts.

"Oh, it is wonderful to know that our Heavenly Father loves us—even with all our flaws! His love is such that even should we give up on ourselves, He never will. We see ourselves in terms of yesterday and today. Our Heavenly Father sees us in terms of forever. Although we might settle for less, Heavenly Father won’t, for He sees us as the glorious beings we are capable of becoming."

--Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin, "The Great Commandment", October 2007 General Conference

1 John 4:7–8

God is Love, Hymn #87

21 April 2009

Random Thought by Me

I had this thought the end of last month actually, but I thought I would go ahead and share it here.

--- for some time, I have always said that there is just never enough time in the day. But a thought struck me. God gave us the days that we have, and they are as long as they should be. If they were longer, perhaps we wouldn't learn about where our priorities need to be and cherish the wonderful moments that we do have in our lives. Moments of which sometimes get unnoticed, or just pass by without much thought to them. I think the time in our day is God's gift to us. So we should use it or learn to use it wisely, productively, give our all to our spouses, to our kids, to our families to our friends etc. I think God gave us the opportunity (hence the reason why kids grow up too fast) to use our time wisely and to embrace our children.